In life there comes trying times that really makes you want to quit. I clearly remember my most trying time that I really thought quitting was a solution to it.
This was when the boyfriend that I loved dearly decided to dump me.Oh gosh I really did not see it coming, it was like one moment we were fine and the next he is telling me that he has a lot in his mind and we should call it quits. The sad thing when things like these happen is that the timing is wrong. I was out of a job and moved back to my parents house and now I had to mend a broken heart. I would not lie, suicide w=consumed my mind, every night I was trying to decide the less painful way for suicide. Thank god there were many people in the house and there was no privacy to do anything as it was over the festive season.
I remember the way my cheeks used to hurt as I faked smiles because my heart wanted to explode and the tears were in my eyes. Going to the toilet became my sacred space, I could be myself, cry, and console my broken heart. to cut a long story short I had given up all hopes worst of all I started to doubt myself if I would find another man that would love me.
Days went on to weeks to months and 6 months down the line I found a new job, paying so much better then my previous one, found new love and really enjoying life. I know that you might be facing a much more difficult time and you think that quitting is the answer, I want to say this to you: DON'T QUIT and please watch this video.
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